I was expecting tears to mingle with the mud and beer streaked floor of Cambridge Junction on Saturday night, but instead, a strange uneasiness fluttered through the room instead.
No tears, no snatched, awed breaths, and it was strange because Daughter are the kind of band that usually make your skin shiver and your bottom lip wobble.
Hailing from London, the indie folk trio, made up of Elena Tonra, ethereal with cropped hair and a voice that haunts, Igor Haefeli on guitar and Remi Aguilella on drums, their debut album If You Leave raked in reviews written by critics whose blood stopped at the first listen (this is no exaggeration: it’s crushingly beautiful and just as crushingly emotional). Basically, they aren’t a good idea if you’re recovering from a break up, unless you need a good old cry.
So it was never going to be a happy-go-lucky Saturday night (“We’re a bit depressing for a Saturday night, go get drunk afterwards,” Elena sighed), but then it wasn’t meant to be awkward either.
They wandered on stage looking slightly lost and vaguely overwhelmed, clad in black and smiling shyly at a crowd already, disappointingly, poised with their camera phones.
Spinning into Still, Elena’s voice soared above a bass that thumped dangerously through your chest, hair shielding her face as they sank into the track. And then, abruptly it was over. A huge, uncomfortable pause lapping between claps and whoops for the first track and the start of the next one. Instruments were traded clumsily (was one roadie not enough?), they barely spoke except for small, quiet thank yous and the lack of urgency from song to song (which carried on throughout the set), meant the momentum stuttered, floundered, evaporated…
It wasn’t just them though. The crowd was almost as much to blame as the band (even Igor noted: “You’re very quiet,”): for not dancing, for only knowing a smattering of words, for (this is a sneaking suspicion) turning up as a show, to have another up-and-coming band tethered to a skinny jean informed nonchalance.
Hence why it was no surprise that when they swung into the opening bars of Youth, Daughter’s most radio played record, the reaction in the room suddenly crackled into jittery recognition. It was too much though. Elena seemed to crack in front of us: either her earpiece buzzed and threw her, she forgot the words (how?), or she got over emotional and crumpled – it was hard to tell if she was angry or upset. Either way, the track faded out with her apologising and shaking her head, as confused as we were.
It was still beautiful though, despite the strung out pauses and the strange collapse. The lighting was spectacular, huge shafts of colour obliterating the band, switching from electric blues to blazing oranges and sickly pinks, and their craftsmanship and skill was wondrous, the likes of Camera and Amsterdam were aching and angry in all the right ways.
There was just a lack of charisma. They needed to come out on stage and set the tone, not leave us jarred between each track, not quite sure whether to whisper sympathetically, sob unhappily or resign ourselves to just getting another drink at the bar.
First published by Cambridge News.